"I am at a night club (i hate any rowdy place). There was this kid, alone. She didn't cry. Just stared at people dancing. I felt as she felt as being abandoned.
I was sitting on a couch, thinking how stupid that is... people just shaking their bodies for no apparent reason (since there are easier ways of self-expressing). Then that kid approaches me, sits on my lap, throws her arms around me and takes a nap. I kinda froze there, probably red from the face. Yet strangely, it felt really .... good. It felt as all my problems dissolved. It felt as she was resonating with me.
This went on for quite the while... or maybe it just felt like that. Some time later, a former classmate comes and asks the girl something.... i couldn't hear over the chatter and music, but what i did hear was something that totally shocked me.
The guy asked:"Hey, you OK?" The girl replied:"Yes, but he (me) isn't.".
The girl was rather young, yet was capable of reading me like clear water. The guy went back to dancing and she continued napping."
Translated to Estonian:
Ma olen ööklubis (ma vihkan kohti kus on palju lärmi). Seal oli üks tüdruk (nais soost), üksi. Ta ei nutnud. Ta lihtsalt vaatas kuidas inimesed tantsivad. Mulle tundus, nagu teda hüljatakse.
Ma istusin diivanil, mõeldes, kui mõttetu see on... inimesed lihtsalt raputavad oma kehasi, mitte millegi pärast (on paremaid eneseväljendamis viise). Järsku, see tüdruk kõnnib minu poole, istub mu põlvedele, viskab käed ümber mu õlgade ja jääb magama. Ma jäätusin, arvatavasti punane näost, kuid imelikult, tundus see väga... hea. Tundus kui kõik mu probleemid sulasid... nagu ta resoneerus minuga.
Aeg möödus ... või tundus vähemalt nii. Natuke aega hiljem, tuli üks mu vanadest klassikaaslastest ja küsis tüdrukult midagi. Ma ei kuulnud üle inimeste juttu ega muusika, kuid mida ma kuulsin, shokeeris mind.
Mees küsis:"Kas kõik korras?", millele tüdruk vastas:"Jah, aga tema (mina), ei ole."
Tüdruk oli küllalt noor, kuid oskas näha minust läbi nagu puhas vesi. Mees läks tagasi tantsima ja tüdruk magama.
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